I'm still occupying this little house under the weeping willow tree, as I try to understand what God is doing in my life; but I may have to wait until Heaven before understanding comes. Like an impatient child, I still want to know now. This summer carpal tunnel surgery lead to a diagnosis of aggressive rheumatoid arthritis. I want to shout, "God, What next?". Yesterday my beloved MacBook bit the dust, and today finds me slowly pecking out these word with my IPad. I should be thankful for the IPad, but I'm grieving for my Mac. It's been a difficult summer. For anyone who has followed my YouTube videos, I don't know when or if I'll be able to continue with them. God knows and He remains good. If I yet weep, my Jesus wipes my tears.